Eureka. I have found it.

I feel that I have found a physical location for my aspirations and ideas. While wwoofing here in NC, I saw a "for sale" sign, just across the road. I took a brief look from the road. It looks like paradise. 
There's a pond, several wooded acres, and a fair bit of pasture. 
This area is so tranquil and serene. At night, the crickets are the biggest noisemakers.  The air is clean, the summer days are warm and the nights are cool. 
This 11 acre lot is where i'd like to turn my ideas and dreams into crops and food. I hope it's still available when I turn 18 in March
To quote James Taylor, "in my mind, I'm gone to Carolina."